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i sent u my verse, pls respond



laying out a tender organ

between unskillful fingers;

hands shaking as I offered up a blurry picture of

something intimate, naked, vaguely expressed—

I immediately wished I’d played it off as a joke

instead I feel the creeping slinking regret

the cold drops of sweaty fear in the hollow of my back

because I revealed something private

in public


have I made a terrible mistake

and i i i i i

cannot take it back because the internet is forever


i am not afraid of being naked in public

that’s a nightmare i’ve had many times over

but i am afraid of being naked on the internet


perhaps i wish i could re-coil these tender delicate organs

back into the cavern of my hideous yellow roiling belly,

beneath layers of flesh

hide them beneath the layers of obscenity


this is just to say that if u saw my poem

i cannot tell whether i want u to respond

or not to respond


but i know enough to be ashamed

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